i think it’s cute when someone admits they have a crush on you

i think it’s a fucking miracle 


Flying In Manhattan by Stark x Dark Nyte


i can’t stand when people are clingy but at the same time i need to be smothered in attention at all times





i guess i recorded an ice bucket challenge today after i got my wisdom teeth out ??

"I’M BLEEDING….. that’s okay i can still do it"


Dear god, hahaha

The problem with depression is


-You know you’ll be ok, but you still feel awful.
-You know people love you, but it doesn’t feel like they do.
-You know doing something will make you feel better, but you just don’t know how to.
-You want to be well, but you just can’t seem to get there.

The point of the ALS Ice Bucket Challenge

the point of pouring a shit ton of ice water over yourself is because when one suffers from amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS) one of the effects the disease has is a numbness throughout the body, as well as struggling to breathe, and both these are meant to temporarily happen when doused in freezing water. It’s to raise awareness of what ALS feels like and encourage donations towards research and cures.

I hate how far behind I am right now. I hate how all my friends are getting their ass handed to them. I don’t want to take a semester off of school, I want to get this shit over with. I hate how my Oklahoma’s Promise paperwork was fucked up and I hate how I can’t fix it. I thought I wouldn’t have to pay for my college and I was thrilled when they told me. I remember when my counselor told me I qualified and I cried because I knew that I couldn’t afford to even put myself through community college. My parents saved NOTHING for me. Literally not a single dime. I don’t even have a car, laptop or any money. It sucks so much because my friends have all of these things and they don’t understand how hard it is for me to own any of the things they use everyday. I might even have to sell my camera to buy a new laptop or just pawn it. I hate this feeling of not having a lot of friends around. I hate talking to guys. I hate how hard I have to try to even get a guy to look at me. I hate sending nudes. I hate trying to be flirty. I hate how I’m gaining weight. I hate how I have to be a certain weight to date somebody. I hate how my mom is having thyroid issues. I hate how worried I am about it. I hate how she might have cancer. I hate not having friends. I hate how I feel like I’m drowning. I hate how guilty I feel about not working on my days off. I am not okay. This is not good.


I love kittycatkisser and I miss kittycatkisser.

aww chels I miss you so much ! I thought you completely forgot about me. I hope you’re having a wonderful time in okc, I’m so excited for you.

How many name tags can a hostess have ? Nobody knows.


little things that help ease symptoms of depression:

  • turn the lights on and open a window
  • eat something healthy and drink ice cold water
  • find a comforting album to listen to whenever things get bad
  • take a long, relaxing bath
  • do yourself up in full make up and hair
  • be around people, even if you don’t think it will help
  • watch something funny on netflix
  • wear your favorite/most comfortable outfit
  • immerse yourself in a hobby like drawing
  • lose yourself in a really good book or movie
"When you judge a woman by her appearance, it doesnt define her, it defines you."

Tear gas



Do not wear contact lenses if you are in a situation where you may be tear-gassed.  When I went through basic training, we were warned that there was a possibility the tear gas they were using could melt contact lenses.



are you ever looking at weird stuff on the internet and ur paranoid its going to end up on facebook somehow because facebook is connected to like everything